[ She'd have an argument or two for that. There's plenty River has done wrong. But she's made it a practice to live her life in the moment, without regret or apology, one thing her upbringing had been very useful for.
Still, she hadn't asked for this. She isn't even certain she deserved it. And she still has a few things she'd like to say to him about it.
But damn him. She can feel the sting of tears she refuses to let fall as she nods, reminding herself one needs to breathe before they can speak. ]
Very much.
[ She shakes her head with a dry chuckle. ]
This isn't fair, you know.
He's the one I married. And he's wonderful, always an adventure. [ Set aside the jealousy for a moment, Doctor. ] I've always loved you, all of you. It's never mattered. You're all the same, really. But you were my husband.
[ Except he doesn't remember. And in some cruel twist, if he did, she's relatively sure it would mean forgetting Clara again. ]
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Date: 2022-02-04 08:31 pm (UTC)Still, she hadn't asked for this. She isn't even certain she deserved it. And she still has a few things she'd like to say to him about it.
But damn him. She can feel the sting of tears she refuses to let fall as she nods, reminding herself one needs to breathe before they can speak. ]
Very much.
[ She shakes her head with a dry chuckle. ]
This isn't fair, you know.
He's the one I married. And he's wonderful, always an adventure. [ Set aside the jealousy for a moment, Doctor. ] I've always loved you, all of you. It's never mattered. You're all the same, really. But you were my husband.
[ Except he doesn't remember. And in some cruel twist, if he did, she's relatively sure it would mean forgetting Clara again. ]